Sometimes we all break. And it seems to destroy us, in the dark alone, as your body crumbles to the ground, because you just can’t take anymore. And you lay there, finally. just letting it all out. It’s a sense of relief, as you literally die for a moment.
‘days like this I want to drive away.
Pack my bags and shut out your face,
You chewed me up, you spit me out, like I was poison in your mouth.’
I feel like I can’t go near you without dying or feeling something. I can’t even be your friend because my inner state just loses it the moment you walk out. So I decided to live without you because I can’t be what you want anymore, I can’t live that life anymore. I said my goodbyes.
Why don’t you?